I could die tomorrow...

So what do I want to do today?

Seriously. It could be a car accident. A shooter at the next movie theatre I'm at. A plane crash. I could be hit while running with my dog. I could be hurt in my line of work, bit by a rattlesnake. It could happen to any of us. In as long as its taking me to write this sentence, it could be over.

This could be a VERY long post. I think I will just give you a few points I've been thinking about. to keep it short.

I have a pretty good life.  But man, its hard. and I get stressed out and down in the dumps sometimes at 'life'. I decided to start doing the things I want to do, instead of thinking they are not attainable. I want to take piano lessons. If I budget right, I can do it. Really, so many things are attainable with the right budgeting, so its a matter of changing a few things and achieving it will be within my grasp! I want to leave life having actually lived it! and living it doesn't have to be extravagant things!

I am going to make a living trust, so that if die suddenly, those who have to sort out my life/finances/and possessions, are not stuck in such a SUCKY spot, they will have some direction.

Its funny how we live in the present, but plan for the future, and including that, is planning on what  you are going to leave behind when you are gone. past/present/future/death is a line I am trying to walk all at once.. But its an optimistic line :)

Sorry if the title scared anyone haha I just realized how it might come across!!