Lets fill you in on some old stuff

Okay so during the midst of everything going on in the last post, I guess I still did some pictures of some stuff.. so here we go.

I had honestly forgotten about these until I pulled out my camera tonight to  look to see if there was something I could put on the blog. Ok so my neighbor got a load of nice compost dirt to put in her flower beds. I went over to help her shovel it out of the truck, and Samarah wanted to play in the dirt.. So I said why not, it was freaking awesome.

 

Love this one underneath!

 

 

Haha I love her and the dog cruising down the sidewalk like its totally normal to be covered in dirt.

 

It was fun letting her get dirty!

A lot can happen in a few months

I was trying to debate what to say and what not to say on here.... Let me try to sum up my absence for you.

At the end of July, I expressed my unhappiness to Chris. I have been steadily declining in my emotions towards Chris and our marriage.

In August, everything came to a head.

We are separated and have been since the end of August. He found somewhere to live, I stayed in the house for awhile.

But then I moved.

I rent out my house, and moved into my brothers basement, I rent it from him. Its right next door to my parents, which because of my second job is very convenient.

There is plans for a divorce, but there is no rush. I want to keep him on the insurance as long as possible.

We still each have the baby each day and are being civil toward each other now, it was really rough at first.

I have been taking no pictures. I feel like all I do is run from the moment I get up until the moment I go to bed. I am missing much of my daughters progression. She is absolutely amazing. talking in full sentences. We are working on potty training.

So, this is the absolute most compacted version I can give you...