On November 14, 2014, my beautiful daughter lost her dad. I lost my ex-husband. His family lost a brother, a son, a cousin, a grandson. Catalina lost her boyfriend and father to be of their child. Uncountable people lost their friend. Chris two other daughters lost their dad. Our lives, will not be the same.
Its been a blur of the last 10 weeks. Trying to cope without him here.
I don't know what to say about it right now. I am going to post picture of people's words about him for starters. If you want to read them- great. Its what I need to do, to see all the people who cared- who loved- who have a hole in their heart-who are mourning, mourning such a wonderful man. We miss you Chris.
I hate seeing his obituary. I should NOT be seeing Chris this way. I read about other people in the newspaper. People I don't know. Old people. Not Chris. This should NOT be Chris.
Charisma and fearlessness-- You are spot on!!!!
He loved you guys more than you know.
Linda.. I can't even form words..
Aubrienna put it so perfect. Chris always crossed the line haha but that was just Chris!
Such a handsome charsimatic man.
Keisha put together a get together to honor Chris- She posted some awesome pictures from the past. They all made some good memories and he will be dearly missed! Ugh!
I get comfort knowing some of the things he's laughing at up there.
haha- top right in the back with the white shirt on...
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NOTHING. NOTHING, gave him more joy than this little girl. She has the best Guardian Angel EVER. BUT, it doesn't change how much we miss him or how much it hurts.
RIP CHRISTOPHER. Peace from the demons you struggled for so long here on earth.
This is just to get it out there. I can guarantee this blog is about to turn into an emotional venting session. Stay tuned if you want to know all my emotions about losing Chris.
